I am pretty much traumatized now at trying dresses on
I went to the mall today with Korey to find a dress for graduation and I went to forever 21 and I got these two dresses and I went to go try them on. I tried one of them on and it wasn’t on right and then I couldn’t get it off and it’s not because it was too small or anything, it would’ve fit me fine but it wasn’t a dress it was a fucking romper and I put my body through one of the leg holes.
I couldn’t get it off. So it was just stuck in the middle of my body because I couldn’t fit both my legs into a hole made for one leg and I couldn’t get it over my head and I couldn’t go out in my bra and underwear with a fucking romper around my waist and ask someone there to help me. I almost cried. I was in there for 20 minutes and I was just contemplating on ripping it off somehow. It was so horrible. Never trying dresses that are actually rompers on ever again.
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I keep sending risky text after risky text.
This was a bad idea.
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You’re not my true friend if you’re going to be mad at me for something I didn’t even do.
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It’s really sad when I kiss someone and feel nothing. No butterflies, absolutely nothing. Even sader that I’m kissing them and thinking of someone else. This sucks.
I feel bad.
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The only truthful thing that ever came out of your mouth was,
“You deserve better than me.”
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My mom told me Ryan Gosling is too old for me.
Pft, I will be laughing in her face once he notices my existence and realizes that he’s been missing me all his life and wants to be with me and ask me to marry him because I AM his one true love. I will laugh!
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It gets easier trying to get over something/someone that you’ve been without for awhile now. It still doesn’t make you miss them any less though.
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I won’t ever forget that time when I was with you and I just looked at you and smiled and you asked me why I was smiling and I told you, “You just make me really happy.” You smiled then too and told me I make you happy as well. I won’t ever forget that, ever.
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Having a first kiss with someone is my favorite. I think it’s the best kiss you could ever have with someone. The anticipation for it, not knowing whether or not they want to kiss you too. Getting an enormous amount of butterflies, wondering what their lips taste like and what they will feel like on yours. Even just right before kissing them for the first time is great, when they lean in towards you. Just everything about it is amazing and I wish I could kiss someone and have every kiss feel like the first one.
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the most awkward thing ever is having someone point out my scars
do not like.
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I almost feel guilty at even having the thought of gaining feelings for someone else.
I shouldn’t.
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